The Unseen Struggles of PhDs in Pursuit of Value

diary of a phd Feb 02, 2024

While navigating the challenges of academia during my PhD, I had the opportunity to connect with countless PhD students, postdocs, and PIs. What became apparent through these interactions was a shared struggle to make ends meet, and to embrace a life that includes financial stability and time away from work.

This struggle wasn't just an academic phenomenon; it echoed my childhood experiences. Raised by a single mother who worked two jobs to provide, I understood the reality of living without regular vacations or simple luxuries. This upbringing motivated me to get a solid education and, eventually, build the means to support my family.

FINANCIAL REALITIES OF A PHD

When I started my PhD journey, the prospect of a salary brought a sense of financial independence. But this income, while covering rent and basic needs, fell short of affording a more comfortable lifestyle. I had aspirations - dining out, buying nice clothes, and ultimately providing a comfortable life for my family.

NAVIGATING JUDGMENT IN ACADEMIA

Within the academic environment, I grappled with internal conflicts. Judgments proliferated, with the implication that pursuing financial stability was synonymous with abandoning academia for monetary gains. Comments like "you're just chasing money" triggered my self-doubt and I was left considering if I was a bad person for wanting to afford a house, enjoy vacations, and savor life.

REALIZATION AND DECISION TO MAKE THE MOVE

Recognizing the financial constraints within academia, I acknowledged that the environment and salary structure wasn't aligned with the vision I had for my life. Working 10-hour, sometimes 16-hour, workdays, the compensation seemed inadequate for what I was giving up. The realization prompted a decision - I didn't mind working hard, but I wanted fair compensation and acknowledgment of the value I provided through my work. It also unveiled a broader issue: many PhDs undervalue themselves, unaware of what they're worth beyond academia.

THE VALUE DILEMMA

Working closely with other PhDs, I observed a concerning pattern. The collective sentiment was an underestimation of our own value. The misconception that our skills and knowledge held limited worth outside academia was widespread. It's a dilemma - a failure to recognize that industry values and is willing to compensate for the unique expertise possessed by PhDs.

MY DECISION WAS MULTI-FACETED

My journey from feeling overworked and undervalued in academia to a more fulfilling life in industry was multifaceted. Financial considerations were just one component that didn't align. But building awareness of what I wanted out of life was a start. There are many more aspects about my decision that I'll share in future posts, but I hope that by sharing my experience, other PhDs will feel less conflicted about recognizing their worth, in academia and beyond.

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